The choice of Constance Malbois, Foreign Rights Agent "A dizzying, deeply moving dive into the very heart of mental health." ~

From his bedroom window, Quentin watches the disturbing blue creature stare him down from the courtyard outside... His anxiety mounts. Nor is it about to go away anytime soon. Exploring his childhood memories, Quentin tries to understand how anxiety became part of his daily life and why it prevents him from living normally. From physical limitations to guilt, he must search his own feelings and desires, and not just those society imposes, if he is ever to learn how to make peace with them. This is also the journey of a gay boy today, still bearing wounds from childhood and his teenage years, walking a tightrope between fear and the light.