In this moving debut novel full of life lessons, Lola Zidi invites readers to explore different ways of learning how to love ourselves.

Mars' heart is a hot mess and her life, a dumpster fire. All people know her for is being the illegitimate daughter of a popular actor who won't acknowledge her. So she denies him in turn, hiding her own heartbreak and suffering behind a sharp tongue, emerald eyes, and nights spent partying. On her twenty-ninth birthday, her Gangsta Granny orders her to get her act together.
As luck would have it, Mars finds a strange notebook on her doormat a week later. It's the start of an adventure, an invitation to begin loving herself. With an army of women at her side, our cheerful heroine sets out to uncover her past, achieve a stronger sense of self, and finally become independent.